Category: OCD

I was right, but also wrong

Posted on January 15th, by Hayley in Miscellany, OCD, Stuff That Matters. No Comments

As shocking as this may be to some of you, I have a touch of the OCD. One of the little, seemingly inconsequential things that I’ve always fixated on and been bothered by is numbers, specifically odd numbers. I hate them. Except for numbers ending in 5, or single digits under 10. Then I’m okay with odd numbers. But please don’t set the volume on your TV to 17. Or your heater to 71°. Or your microwave to 23 seconds. Oh my gosh, just don’t.

This dislike of odd numbers carries over to dates as well. And last year, when 2013 was kicking my butt, I felt an odd pleasure in recognizing that I was right to dislike odd numbers because odd number years could clearly kiss it if they were going to treat me that way.

But at some point towards the end of … Read More »

Bothering Me

Posted on July 19th, by Hayley in OCD. No Comments

I came across this article recently that’s about a mom and her daughter’s O.C.D. It’s very interesting and would probably provide some insight for someone who doesn’t struggle with it.

I’m not exactly like the little girl in the article (I was much older before my symptoms started troubling me, I’ve never had the something-bad-will-happen thoughts), but I still think you should read it. Also, please notice the little illustration included in the article as I think it does a very good job of conveying what O.C.D. sometimes feels like.

I’m gonna get real, y’all

Posted on March 30th, by Hayley in Depression, OCD. 6 comments

I can’t remember when I watched Splendor in the Grass, but it must have been late high school, early college. In the movie, (Spoiler Warning*) Natalie Wood goes crazy trying not to have sex in a small Kansas town in the 1920s. She goes so crazy that she has to go to a mental hospital, where she gets to wear white clothes and paint pretty pictures. She eventually gets better and gets to leave the mental hospital, at which time she goes in search of the boy who led to her breakdown, Warren Beatty. But he’s now living in a little shack with a new wife, and it’s very sad.

I hadn’t thought about this movie in a long time, until the other day. Between my freshman and sophomore years of college I had a rough summer mentally, and was diagnosed … Read More »